i'm still surviving

haha as the post says, yay! :D

1) uh oh, proj n sch work starting to pile up.
2) lecturers speaking in an "alien" language. gotta work work work harder!
3) the "loner" issue. again.

xy: what?! u nvr mix w ur mates? u only gt 1 fren thr ah? wa u die liao la. loner!
yy: -.-     *inside - :'(

to the extent tt he asked his fren to find me to "make friends" w me. n guess wad she said?

"hi. i heard u v loner ah. u only got 1 friend? take down my no. , can call me go lunch w u."

what the.. seriously. i felt both embarassed n angry. u may nt noe wad ur words did, but yes. i'm tellin u, you. hurt. me. 
jus bcos i nvr mix w the "cool, enthu" bunch, means i gt no frens..? o pls, i've e right to choose MY grp of frens. thank you.

o wells, anw y a post so late u may wonder. hehe. some "com bonding" wif my loomie. xD
super comical, we kept sayin to ea other, "wa cannot sia, cannot always lidat!" hahaha. (he alr *plonk* on e bed half-hr ago haha)

had a nice "Freshmen Welcome Dinner" though. chatted w OG clique, joined a few cultural and sports ccas (omg siao liao lol). looking forward to tmw's Hall Supper! :D~

good nite world!

there's nth here :b

开学咯！

eeks one wk of freshmen orientation camps (FOC) is over. no more muddy games, fright nights (omg), playing in the sun, food hunts, "mingle" cheers, "mojo" cheers, 洗牛奶 and "polar bear" (haha i'm reali innocent! :b) games.

time to put on my thinking cap, equip myself wif pens n lots of paper! haha.

yest was 1st day of lessons. 公民与道德教育 lecture. 讲师非常幽默、有趣。偶尔还会把英语掺杂在言语中哈。

hmm jus sidetrack abit.. aft observing so many peeps, lots of negativity form up in my mind. (or am i a pessimist? lol)

"bootlicking?"
“真的有必要做到这样吗？”
"yea yea, jus ignore the ok-looking peeps, b a despo guy/gal n target the "good-looking" peeps."
"wow, a min u're friendly, the next u're ignorin others."

sigh. i wonder if im thinking too much.

luckily, i've my own friendly clique too :) so who cares abt these peeps eh? haha.

so what if i'm "nua"? at least i noe i'm a helpful n friendly guy. sth tt'd nvr chg. :)