Friday, December 16, 2011

faith

"Will you do my eulogy?"

finally completed Have a Little Faith yesterday evening.
first time reading and completing a book at starbucks haha. with a grande white choc mocha~

as a free-thinker, i always find it hard to believe in god etc. i'm open to the teachings of religion but definitely not a devout believer.
just like Mitch, i always questioned, "if he was so sincere, why did that person face adversity all the time? how was He going to help mend the hole in the roof?"
i guess sometimes.. it's the mindset that these people have, together with their religion acting as a catalyst which empower them to become positive and optimistic individuals.

well, here are some takeaways:

1. Your god, our god - Faith tells people to do charitable acts and aid the poor, no matter who is the receiver.
2. What is there that forgiveness cannot achieve?
3. Anger - It churns you up inside. It does you more harm than the object of your anger.
4. Try again. (two simple words but we always find it so agonising to do)
5. When we miss them, look up. Know that they're watching over us.

this is not a post about religion, just a short reflection after reading the book.
i shall end with a quote from the book, "We who are born, are born to die."

sad fact, but very true.
however, it is up to us to decide the way we live, whether we want to live meaningfully or not. even if it's for a short time, be glad that we managed to come into this world, managed to touch others' lives.. :)

there's always enough time for procastination, but never enough for showing them your love.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

perhaps a good hair day

"We want you for print advertisements, TV commercials, Editorials, Runways, Drama, Fashion Events, Corporate Videos and more..."

"We see people a little differently"

haha. and i thought it was the guy whose watch scratched against mine at ion.
good hair day? maybe.
or maybe i dressed weirdly (like what my friend suggested)

 

 
true or false

o wells, 顺其自然.. can a model be cultivated? i suppose anything's possible ;)
goodnite to all~

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

exams

opps i know i shouldn't b here. but, it's been so long since i last visited
my tiny shed.

time really flies. in the blink of an eye, it's already november! argh exam week too. lots of people say how lucky i am because i only have to sit for 2 papers - 15th & 18th Nov. (woots one down, one more to go) what they don't understand is, how difficult it is for me to familiarise myself with studying the nitty-gritty details of the language. what's more, sitting for 2.5 hour chinese papers. hahaha.

hmm, but no time to waste complaining. when life gives u lemons, SQUEEZE them! (o_o) lol. i'm very sure i wont b able to score an A in this sem. 不了解的实在太多了.. must mug hard for next sem!

certain unpleasant experiences happened to some people i know. just want to let them know, i'll always try my best to help in whatever way possible. it is always difficult to say goodbye, but what's most impt is keeping the pleasant memories in one's heart and think about them whenever one feels like. that was an advice which i received from my friend last time. i think it worked for me, over time.

finishing my chilli crab cup noodles. gotta finish it quickly n slp! prepare for friday's paper! sigh gotta apologise toT廖 for turning down her invitation to her house for gathering.. she sounded so sincere and nice..

“你有空吗?星期四有聚会,他们都会来我家。很难得的机会。”

after sending my "rejection sms", (sigh) she replied “没关系,考试重要。只是觉得有点遗憾,因为大家要安排一次聚会还真不容易。但你安心备考吧,考试只有一次。”my heart really sunk..

ah, oh my. getting late! g'nite everyone :)

cant wait for exams to end!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

tired. enough.

how much more can we take?

fourth time already.

she even came over and started a drama. do u noe she labels u with a vulgarity? how dare she insult not only you, but us too. im nt sure if this has gt anythin to do wif her, or issit just ur lack of self-control.

pls, just stop this never-ending story. we're tired physically and even more so, emotionally.
i reali dont know how many more times before they totally give up.

i cant imagine how much pain they're feeling; how much tears have been shed. 

is this worth it?
twenty plus years, all down the drain?

reflect on ur actions when you're sober. it seems no matter how much we say, it just cant get in. i can only hope that u'd gain a realisation someday. if we're not around, what would become of you?

-exhausted

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Thursday, September 8, 2011

whew

wa september le. so long since i last blogged haha. sch life is getting more.. interesting? haha another word for BUSY! ahh. more projs n indiv assignments pouring in. one step a time, tt's wad i always tell loomie. heh. hope i can maintain this approach too, dun stress myself so much! if others can do it, i can too. jus a step at a time :)

whew. went for inter-blk games (IBG); relay. haha kena persuaded by loomie, guess i wanted to try out too. 更何况,兴趣嘛。wow, they're really fast n strong (bcos they jus dun seem tired, can run at constant FAST spd woosh). ran 3 rounds arnd nie triangle. hoho runnin arnd campus at 2300hrs. 7th. out of hw many guys? hm nt v sure. but i guess it was 1.89km in 7mins? nt gd enuf apparently argh.

o wells, at least i tried my best n ran like MAD at the las lap hehe. as i was feeling giddy aft tt, he bgt chic burger frm mac for me yay. 还请我吃呢。感动 :) i guess 礼尚往来真的会让双方都感到开心。(treated him to $7+ pandan mooncake day before. wa, hall 骗钱啊!2 mooncakes $15.. -.-)

"angel-mortal" reali allowed me to c the character of peeps too. i expected better, furthermore u were a pageant contestant. tsktsk, turnoff. ur insides were bad, so what if u look like a bright shiny apple?

y: "did u receive my gift?"
t: "erm, ya. walao u're a lousy angel leh."
y: "huh? why?"
(turns arnd n look for a fellow male pageant contestant to sit with)
y: *appalled by her behaviour* rolls eyes. haha no la.

i feel sad for you, you superficial creature.
on the other hand, my mortal was brilliant haha. so warm n friendly! well, at least she's appreciative of the gift i got her. thx for the nice hand-made frame :) reali love it. all e best for ur post in jcrc!

good nite world! oh, my back's gonna ache like crazy tmw haha!

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

i'm still surviving

haha as the post says, yay! :D

1) uh oh, proj n sch work starting to pile up.
2) lecturers speaking in an "alien" language. gotta work work work harder!
3) the "loner" issue. again.

xy: what?! u nvr mix w ur mates? u only gt 1 fren thr ah? wa u die liao la. loner!
yy: -.-     *inside - :'(

to the extent tt he asked his fren to find me to "make friends" w me. n guess wad she said?

"hi. i heard u v loner ah. u only got 1 friend? take down my no. , can call me go lunch w u."

what the.. seriously. i felt both embarassed n angry. u may nt noe wad ur words did, but yes. i'm tellin u, you. hurt. me. 
jus bcos i nvr mix w the "cool, enthu" bunch, means i gt no frens..? o pls, i've e right to choose MY grp of frens. thank you.

o wells, anw y a post so late u may wonder. hehe. some "com bonding" wif my loomie. xD
super comical, we kept sayin to ea other, "wa cannot sia, cannot always lidat!" hahaha. (he alr *plonk* on e bed half-hr ago haha)

had a nice "Freshmen Welcome Dinner" though. chatted w OG clique, joined a few cultural and sports ccas (omg siao liao lol). looking forward to tmw's Hall Supper! :D~

good nite world!

there's nth here :b

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

开学咯!

eeks one wk of freshmen orientation camps (FOC) is over. no more muddy games, fright nights (omg), playing in the sun, food hunts, "mingle" cheers, "mojo" cheers, 洗牛奶 and "polar bear" (haha i'm reali innocent! :b) games.

time to put on my thinking cap, equip myself wif pens n lots of paper! haha.

yest was 1st day of lessons. 公民与道德教育 lecture. 讲师非常幽默、有趣。偶尔还会把英语掺杂在言语中哈。

hmm jus sidetrack abit.. aft observing so many peeps, lots of negativity form up in my mind. (or am i a pessimist? lol)

"bootlicking?"
“真的有必要做到这样吗?”
"yea yea, jus ignore the ok-looking peeps, b a despo guy/gal n target the "good-looking" peeps."
"wow, a min u're friendly, the next u're ignorin others."

sigh. i wonder if im thinking too much.

luckily, i've my own friendly clique too :) so who cares abt these peeps eh? haha.

so what if i'm "nua"? at least i noe i'm a helpful n friendly guy. sth tt'd nvr chg. :)

Sunday, July 31, 2011

捏

一个星期正式结束了。

知道我并不是孤军作战,感到非常欣慰。住在宿舍,人地生疏;希望我能够尽快适应。我想下星期渐渐认识更多新朋友,就不会有这种感觉了吧。

对,一定要对自己说:“我可以!” 哈.. 与其想那么多,不如做得更多。

嘿,我们还认识了丹麦和韩国的朋友呢。或许是同病相怜?哈哈 :b

ICT 功课,终于做完。啊,我的恶梦。*faints*

-明天会更好-  我每天都得这样想!

Friday, July 22, 2011

最后一课

P2/4

“喂。。安静啦!最后一课了。Shhh! ”
“我明天就去烧掉那间大学!”  *嘻嘻*

哈,实在太可爱了。幸好我一开始便跟他们说那四个字。以前多(废)话、动作慢的学生都变乖了,异常地乖哈哈!希望他们永远记得 “遇到困难,不要轻易放弃,要坚持到底” 这句话。:)




P3/2

每当一开口说:“今天是我最后一天在  __  因为我要到  __  读书了” 就会觉得时间突然停止了。能够感受到他们的专注、认真。真希望我能够多留在这班,辅助3131来督促那几个学生。从他们的画、手工等,我见到他们的天分。

虽然不是读书的天才,但我相信他们都是可造之才!



P3/5

重踏进课室,发觉他们位置改变了,但他们的热情、笑容,是永不变的。:) 通知了以后,令我惊讶的是:平常不多话的宇腾突然走到我面前问我为什么不早点儿通知,要不然他还能够买份礼物送给我。哈.. 真的被感动到了。


希望每一只 “瓢虫夹子” 能带给他们我心里无限的祝福。学业进步,健康成长!


母语部门

哇.. T吴还用照相机的闪光来引我转头看他们。他们一大群走进来,脸上带着美丽的微笑。之后,校长还上来颁发纪念品给我。林老师便送我一个很贵的手提电话皮套。礼尚往来,我便给他们巧克力(当然T林与T杨另外各有一张卡片)。

“All the best!”
“恭喜你,要努力啊!”
“祝你一切顺利!”

无限感激 .. :')

Going back on the 25th. Must support my 深广班 “讲故事比赛”, esp when T杨 is nt arnd (off to her honeymoon woots)! Qi Nan, Qi Yun 加油!Hope i can inform her the GOOD news. A last parting gift to the class. 你们都是冠军 :)


Looking forward to tmw's Au Petit Salut! Finally!

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

他不在家

3rd day of the week without DADDY.. 撑住! haha. been wakin up at 0530hrs these few days just to catch bus 173 - mrt to JE - change - mrt to yishun. woots. hope he sees the "welcome back" fish cracker packet in his basket! lol. mum gt a shock when she saw food in dad's work basket. :b

i guess it's nt exactly a bad thing. managed to walk leisurely to sch. i kept remindin myself : i'm still early! y r u walkin so fast?! hahaha. i can even recognise a few familiar faces tt always take the same 173 as me lol. young n old ones. :)

自从加入3/2家族,发现有些现代孩子的生活真的很不幸。他们的家庭就好像电视剧常看到的,父母离婚、后父对孩子施不妥举动、孩子遭到原本应保护他们的哥哥姐姐的虐待。其实,他们是有无限的天资。他们只需要一个大人的耐心教导。还记得7月8日部门会议,办公室的员工突然进来跟主任说一个孩子吐血了,已通知父母亲但他们却说没空来看他。太离谱了...

3131说:“真的很谢谢你!幸好有你在,能够帮助这些比较慢的孩子。要不然,不知道他们几时才能跟上其他同学。” 其实,我应该谢谢 “缘分” 让我有机会与他们接触,让我至少在这一个月里能尽我能力来帮助他们。


white iphone4, cant wait!

Thursday, June 30, 2011

futur modèle?

Venue : City Hall
Date   : Wednesday, 29.06.11
Time   : 1810 hrs

annonymous A : "hi, r u interested in becoming a freelance modèle?"
Me : "err.."
A   : "u dun hav to giv me an ans now, jus go for an interview.. this is our name card.. live in sg?"
Me : "sry i'm nt interested (smiles). "
A   : "alright, thanks!"
Me : [有没有搞错啊?我旁边有这么好的catch你不要。莫名其妙。]

Mum - i tink it's bcos of ur height.
M     - my fren oso pimply, oso modèle!
Y     - ever thought of fulfilling ur dream?

o wells, i guess it's indeed a booster even thou i noe it's most prob a scam lol. my jc clique said i've a gullibale face tt's y she approach me hahah thx ah. -.-




hmm interesting..  忙、盲、茫 ..

Saturday, June 18, 2011

傻瓜

你这样做,值得吗?

凌晨4点20分,我还以为自己踏入一场恶梦。你躺在那儿,一动也不动。身旁的她只顾着呼唤你起来。当时的我,忍着肚子的剧痛,边冒着冷汗、边为你擦掉从你嘴巴喷出的呕吐物。我都没察觉你的脚被玻璃碎割伤了。

我最后只能坐在那儿、看着你,确保你不再呕吐了。大人们发现后,心如刀割。隔天,还被年长的他看到我眼眶泛泪的一幕。:'(

请你忘了她吧。我们都很爱你、珍惜你。她呢?真不知大人们还能够再承受多少次打击。这已经是第三次了。你答应再也不会有下一次,希望你能遵守这个诺言。拜托。

我想,2011年的6月将会深深地刻印在我脑海里。感觉 ... ... 仿佛尝尽了生活的酸甜苦辣。如果这就是所谓当成人的代价,我索性不要长大。

Friday, June 17, 2011

21st post for a sickly 21st

First, i'd like to thank liz for organising a fun-filled Bintan trip! :) it was nt bad at all la, really. looking forward to more trips organised by u ah. haha.

14 June
We swam at Agro's swimming pool, taught yc more tips on swimming~ wee~ hmm i guess i shuld reali join u guys for swimming sessions in future, can exercise. haha tt boy was like an adult giving us instructions and all. lol im glad i "gave him chance", if nt his self-confidence would've shattered! o.o

Dinner at SunMoon Restaurant was a lovely one. Sitting at a round table with angie, liz, yc, max and zhang, enjoying a delicious dinner (esp baby kailan!), it felt so family-like. :)

Childhood games after dinner made us realise.. we're nt young anymore! hahaha 老了! ohmy, we were panting jus aft a game of 'freeze n melt' lol.

15 June
Woots! our watersports day! hmm i felt it was a lil dangerous thou. u nvr noe wad ur head might hit on when u fall in the water :/ like how my head gt hit by either max or zhang when were on mable! lol.

Beach volleyball in e afternoon :) *hot hot* (temperature, nt us lol)

a bdae waffle <3 for my 21st at SunMoon. thank u'all for e effort! "1 more mouth n i'd puke" ha 真的.. sobs all the food wasted :0

the sparklers surprise was magnificient! it took me reali long to figure out huh. but i gt the <3 shape correct! creative ah, can combine 'Y' wif a heart! :) 辛苦你们了! i could tell u guys were all v v tired le. thanks for holding on.

16 June
And i thought i was getting better.. sobs my breakfast (porridge, egg omlette, watermelon) ended up in the toilet bowl. ha tink i puked 5 times in total. :/ by the time we reached sg, my tummy ache started kicking in.

I'm reali touched u guys made an effort to come to me hse at 9pm! haha like wad gl stated, "a nautical 21st w/o any ship but friendship". i guess it's thru this sickness, i enjoyed all the love n concern wor. :b A full strength ohana, despite ur schedules.

After u guys left, my tummy jus gt worse sigh. i tot i was gonna faint in the toilet. :( but no worries, i'm feeling much better today! :D



pavilion :)

yc's finger poke!

i'm 21 omg!




p.s. sobs both dinner (16jun) n lunch (18 jun) cancelled. mum has exact same symptoms as me, dad oso caught a chill today. :(


im nt sure if i heard correctly, but i say yes im honoured to :)

Friday, June 10, 2011

Busybusy June :D

From zero plan to so many plans! woo

4th : Dental
5th : Photo-taking
8th : Picnic @ Sentosa
9th : Study, dinner @ Mr. Prata, hangout at Mac
10th : Study
11th : Signing of TTA @ Edutorium, wedding, BBQ
14 - 16th : O³ Bintan, 生日快乐 :), dinner @ Wavehouse Restaurant
18th : Family lunch at APS
22nd : Staff meeting, learning journey, T廖 dinner at 发记

23rd onwards : 爱PS resumes

i guess i should really treasure this "hectic" enjoyment while it lasts. ha. will eventually hav to get used to study life at *** ! :)


o nose.. no "nautical" clothing lol

Thursday, June 9, 2011

a beachy affair ;)

An impromptu picnic indeed. heh.
how's e sunshines? hope they were nt too hard or tasteless! :)
我们真的就去sentosa吃我们准备的食物、拍些照片、坐坐车。野餐就到这儿。很自在、无约束,但小妹可能不习惯吧哈!we even met Mel, "many times" haha, back n forth!

Food List :
1. GL GQ - Skittles (did mr pigeon eat it? ha!), Marshmallows, Twiggies, Barley
2. Angie  - 饺子 (yum!)
3. YC      -  Veg. Luncheon meat sandwiches (healthily steamed)
4. YY      -  Sunshine Pancakes ^^ (w maple syrup)

chilled at the dessert shop at wiwo. yellow mango pancake, grn durian pancake, 杨枝甘露, sesame paste w beancurd. oh oh, we even watched a fashion show [Creativity Thai 2011]. LIVE wor! hahah. hmm took some vids but full of our chatting so.. forget it lol!

oh man, can't wait for O³! sandy beaches, resort by the sea.. finally, can c for myself wad Bintan really look like. :)

sweet dreams ppl!


p.s. Wavehouse Restaurant provides V food. yay~

Monday, June 6, 2011

coughs coughs

oh my. everyone is coughing really badly these days! me, my friends, my dentist, my colleagues, even my domestic helper ike.

hmm this recent coughing virus of mine started 1 June in e staff rm. *brr* it was freezing cold! fever kicked in. went home, bathed n slept till 1930hrs. thought the sickness went away but throat started to become v dry.

i lost my beautiful voice (LOL) n couldn't hum to my favourite tunes! :'(



O wells, but tt didn't stop me from cooking! :D

Sunday 5 June 2011

a sunday breakfast for ♥ ones :)

heh dad n mum reali didn buy breaky for us aft i told mum on sat nite, "still gt flour for pancakes leh" o wells, glad they enjoyed em. ;)

p.s. some comments : too black, abit too thick, is the inside cooked? O.O hahahha..

went 黎明 to hav my pic taken. waa feel like a model. lol. "face tilt up. body to e left, head face me. abit more. now!" haha her way of taking pics quite unique. no '1..2..3!' but 'now!' den *snap*
modelling assignment done. slp time. hahaha. :)

woots tmw's e "start" of june hols! :D

Sunday, May 15, 2011

一份心意



完成 :)
5月27日她正式退休
希望她身体健康、天天开心。

still no plans argh

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

21st Plans? 没有leh

wow i must say M's 21st at Re!Hotel was really a blaaast! felt just like prom all over agn. hehe. nice clothes, nice food, nice programs (oh my so much singing~), marvellous frends!


polaroids! :)

i must say the afterparty was a brand new experience too. haha. we just played like saturday boys n girls huh? ;) 1st time on stage even lol. omg.


dad n mum hav been askin how i wana celebrate my 21st. i seriously hav no idea! in fact, 我觉得没这个必要把它搞得这么盛大。它只是多一个生日罢了。

“你21岁生日要什么?手表来作为纪念?”
“要在哪里举行?要请谁?”
omg. i guess i jus dun like to b e MAIN centre of attraction ba. nt tt i dun wana invite my family n close frens.

2nd bro asked me to choose white or black iphone. but is tt wad i reali want/need? o.O aiyoo.. hopefully, 船到桥头自然直 ... ... oppsy so late le. lols. time to slpy slp~ 晚安!

boo i gt dark eye circles omg. looked at my reflection when i reached hm, eeks. ><"

Saturday, May 7, 2011

hint?

28/4: Recce of 'The British Club'

Take pics, view rooms, findin out abt prices etc for retreat! An intended lunch treat too for T廖谢田 by T林 ended with jus her n i. haha. burning smell etc. so drama lol, plus we were running late!

1st time in her car, had to convince her to pass me her hp instead of tokin on e phone while driving! haha. had our indiv teapot of eng breakfast tea during consolidating of pts n issues to b followed-up.


6/5: Last day.. + Party World!

Oh man. fri, 6/5 was e last day for the trainee Ts. sian jus when i got to noe them better, got used to their friendliness, got used to their presence.. they're leaving. guess i'll hav to adapt to the feeling of sitting alone in hall nw.. :( only 1 will be coming back after june hols.

not only them. my dear mentor T廖 will b officially retiring (haha aft so many 分分合合with ai) on 27/5. noo.. o wells. at least she can finally get to enjoy retirement life, glad for her :)

she cared for her students, she offered me all e help she could give. no wonder she's receiving soft toys frm her students almost everyday, esp aft the kids noe she's leaving. haha!

我说:“你终于可以好好休息了。”
T廖:“是脱离苦海啊!哈哈!”  lol :b

谢谢您前天顺便载我到N-pt。这不是义务、是出自内心的帮助。
您的专业与幽默,在我心里将留下深刻的印象 ... ...


u dun hav to thank me, shuld b e other way around cos i enjoyed myself greatly!
she told him 他七月就会去读书。issit this year?! plsplspls..

Sunday, April 17, 2011

second test?

20th. 21st.

Hoping for e best.
T林, 您的评估对我有举足轻重的效果!
不管结果是怎样,都要感谢T廖与T杨这十几天来的栽培 :)

希望大家在疲惫的时候,不要忘了放空自己哦。
晚安!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

life's gd!

Dental : no need make payments for nxt few appts, until last treatment. (white)

Lunch : zi char at wisma, 'lemongrass lime tea w pearl' n kaya toast frm ToastBox. mmm.. a hot lazy afternoon wif dad n mum. hehe.

Esprit : to chg or not to chg?! haha argh. older season seems more durable than this newer season bag, cheaper too! sian.

Dinner : omo. xy is eating at home! haha. "u're nt my mum!" "walao u n mum exactly e same sia" haha i guess i reali got alot of mummy's genes. :b of cos, daddy's '节省' habits too.
so many cockles! yum! :o

alright, time to slp. tmw's another day full of progs. haha cousin mein's bdae lunch treat. g'nite to all :)


wkend dun go~

Thursday, March 31, 2011

first test?

eeks. VP asked to sit-in this morning when i saw her yesterday. so 巧! bumped into her when i reached 1st floor otw home.. 0_0

only had 15mins.
ha. luckily i've a v caring mentor 廖T.
i still rem thinking: y is this elder so strict n straight-faced? haha. 果然,人不可貌相。

she came frm behind n said "好消息!" w a bright smile on her face. :)
"VP 相当满意。她看到你用图画解释 ... ..."
reali lots to learn frm this elder. v experienced n firm.
ohmy, she even brgt a 茶叶蛋 in a plastic box to give me during review.
sigh.. 感激不尽。

alright time for bed! long day tmw (prep for this sat)


加油

Monday, March 28, 2011

little act, big effect

omygoodness. haha.

一位小三宝宝见到我便双手举过头,边跑边叫,想要抱我。
哈哈哈!太可爱了,我只好抓住他双手向他问个好,然后叫他回去坐位。:D

guess little kids really do remember, even if it's jus one brief encounter..

i guess it really serves as a motivation, which is what i really nid now. heh. :)

eeks. it's late, 晚安!


全国查电子词典比赛 2011年4月2日,到时候见!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

gratitude

thank you to all.
ur encouragements, words n actions greatly motivated me.

真的有被感动到。:)
我会努力的!


Smile!




xy even said, "wa so popular ah, so many gifts." ha. 

Friday, March 25, 2011

代课

Read 《小兔种西瓜》 to them at 1.15pm
luckily managed to grab their attentions haha. hmm the technique of asking qns is present. but i gotta work on making sure every single one is lookin at me and listening.

used the same way of reading just like T卢 when i was nine.
they're on e floor n im on e chair, jus like a true storytelling session. :)
glad T林 was arnd to help. thanks.

" 第一天踏入 _ _ , 决定往后的日子。"

whew no meetings. 1st time reachin hm before 5 ha..
alrighty, gtg.
dinner at vivo Modesto's wif pap, mam, 大 n gf. (二: 重友轻亲 ha.真是的!)


signing off!



personal lappy soon!
but table have to wait for trainees to leave ha.. 3-4wks?
有点依依不舍.. 他们是我最容易沟通的对象呢! :c

Thursday, March 24, 2011

exhausted. enriching.

2nd day has passed.

i don't know why but i feel like my eyelids r always threatening to close. haha. issit the 545am wakey routine? the endless meetings and 审卷? pressure from other colleagues? (some r warm n friendly, some jus couldn't care less maybe thinking : '真是麻烦为什么需要带着这位新人?' but still smile.) 是真诚的笑吗?那你眼神为什么那么怪?i seriously dun understand some of u esp when u use phrases unheard of. at least by me.

我到底适合吗?i reali dun wana ruin their futures wif my mediocre standard. :c i reali hav a HUGE gap to cover up, let alone surpassing or advancing. even talking with u guys becomes a 'test' for myself. am i using the right words? o no, i cant find a suitable phrase. ah somebody help.

on the other hand, managed to learn ALOT from the tagging alongs. haha. even brgt them wif another T n parent to a shopping centre's library this morning! crossing roads, the unexpected downpour, rushing them like a sheperd gathers its sheeps hehe. 审卷 has given me an overview of the whole exam paper format for 1s,2s,3s,4s. ok no chance to view 5 n 6s yet.

alright. gotta stop filling my pensieve le. if nt it's gonna overflow hahaha. o wells, at least thr're many nice things which manage to overshadow the cons ba. :) politics, criticisms, wadeva. i'm coming~ haha!

woah gotta slpy slp. the routine.. heh. 晚安!



*bringing a 尤今 bk tmw. must fill gap haha.

Friday, March 18, 2011

什么叫断章取义,什么叫曲解?

今日,本本同学看了“什么叫断章取义,什么叫曲解——你被骗了多少年?”一文,并大发感慨。

原文中有这样一段话:
书山有路勤为径,学海无涯苦作舟
这句话出自庄子的“吾生有崖,而知无崖。”一向被尊为金科玉律。
但原句:“吾生有崖,而知无崖,以有崖求无崖,殆哉矣 (dai4 zai1 yi3)。”- 矣指的是‘已经’,是一种助词。意思是:人的生命是有限的,知识是无限的,用有限的生命去追求无限的知识,那是很危险的。也就是说,庄子真正想表达的是:生命有限,不该没完没了地去追无限的知识。


本本同学大喜,于是开始抨击中国的教育体制,原话的大意是:你看中国的教育就是断章取义,然后曲解加洗脑;学校里教条主义的教育,步入社会就被大染缸所污染。
不否认本本同学的话有一点道理,但更多的只是一副愤世嫉俗的洒脱。
其实“书山有路勤为径,学海无涯苦作舟”是出自韩愈的。对于“吾生有崖,而知无崖,以有崖求无崖,殆哉矣。”这句话,我在网上还看到有这样的解释:
我的生命是有限的,但是知识是无穷无尽的。我要以我有限的生命去寻求无限的知识,即使死了也知足了。


到底哪种解释更贴切呢?不好说,因为仅仅就这句话是不够的,应该再看看原文
“吾生也有涯,而知也无涯,以有涯随无涯,殆己!已而为知者,殆而已矣。为善无近名,为恶无近刑,缘督以为经,可以保身,可以余生,可以养亲,可以尽年。” 出自《庄子·养生主》,其含义为:
人的生命是有限的,而知识是无穷的,以有限的生命去追求无穷的知识,就会搞得精疲力竭。养生的人不会为了追求名声而刻意去做好事,更不会为了触犯刑律而去做坏事,把顺着自然规律,做为处事的法则,就可以保护生命,保全天性,可以养护精神,享尽天年的。


可以看出庄子是一个追崇顺其自然,清净无为的洒脱人物,他认为人吃个饭,饱了就行,没什么必要追求奢华,穿个衣,别冻着就行,实在不需与什么人攀比。他这句话的含义不是求学而是养生,所以我个人认为句里的“知”,不应该理解为知识,而是更广的事物,当然我不是学史的,无法考证。不过本本同学自己也断章取义了一会,搬起石头砸自己的脚。

-credits: matlkw


really interesting article!
我要以我有限的生命去寻求无限的知识?

maybe not so 夸张吧.
but yep, one cannot deny that everyday is indeed a learning journey.
whether u want it or not. :)




u didn't receive the email? so is it still AIPS?

眼睛

omg wads happening to my eye?
left eye just cant stop twitching..
even when i was typing the above sentence o.O

i hope it's a good sign.



"Better an ounce of luck than a pound of gold"



*sleepy* goodnite yy :)

Thursday, March 17, 2011

twists n pokes

Project GL Interview success! :)
wa.. almost full Ohana appeared at e hse, busy wif make-up n style tips. fun!
credits to zhi, yc, maxie, zr and me! (hehe)
a mother's kiss works best, im sure :b
thx for the juices! gave us a hell lot of "poking" fun hahah.


K session at cck was split into max-zzr (rm10), yc-zhi-yy (rm37).
wee.. so long since K was $6 nett, but 2hrs only. 哪里够啊?! haha.
omg my fingers r bruised aft all tt "bishibashi"! rofl~ but it's definitely worth it. heh. 真是的, all the pokes on my backs were uncalled for ah! hahah. ohmy, wad a wacky day! @.@



Little Red Riding Hood (红血帽)




Oh man, i jus looove this movie! it's so different from the familiar tale of the little girl who ventured into e forest n narrowly becoming the wolf's meal.
thr's love n passion, betrayal n fear, present every single moment. it jus keeps u thinking n suspecting~ :O



She's no longer little. She's bloody, ethereal, romantic, thrilling.
Sigh.. the ending was bittersweet. aww duno how to describe my feelings lol.
Glad Valerie n Peter eventually got together!
although separated by tt thin veil of werewolf form..
Love prevails! :)

 


Lastly, remember the importance of saving! 钱难赚哦 :)
Think we've indeed boosted e economy abit. haha.
Have a sweet nite.



eeks, 6 more days.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

soon

omg.

it's coming.

23rd March 2011, Wednesday.

依布拉欣。

我准备好了吗?

Sunday, March 13, 2011

mixed feelings

静茹's 音乐会 at St. James PowerHouse 超好听!虽然没唱“给还没有遇见的你”,但经典歌曲“可惜不是你”,“崇拜”,“会呼吸的痛”都令人起鸡皮疙瘩了!:o






Dinner at Marché was yummy! sigh.. but the 'suay' thing happened agn. guess im reali down on my luck these days haha.. bracket broke agn, n i jus had appt wif dr. ho this morning! :/
Felt sth chip off in my mouth at orchard mrt.. guess i finally know wad it is now, the glue. -.-
Oh wells, at least photo-taking was IMMENSE fun! all the jumps n poses~ \o/ *wee* hahaha.



Lian's chinese test. 四大名著 : 《三国演义》、《西游记》、《水浒传》、《红楼梦》 for me n yc was interesting i must say. hahah omg 玉皇大帝是八仙过海之一?! LOL! 青蛇勾引吕洞宾?! haha ohmy, really the Gossip Girl already~ 
Well we learn thru mistakes la hor? hor yc? hmm.. :b ok, i didn't fare well too la. at least we learnt many things today~

GL's test didn't end there for me. o.O

There were :
-《金瓶梅》,《水浒传》里的西门庆与潘金莲原来来自于《金瓶梅》!
-《三国演义》, 三国指的是魏,蜀,吴。
-《水浒传》,共有108条好汉。
-《花木兰》与《梁山柏与祝英台》分别女扮男装、男扮女装。



That's the end of my learning journey today! :)





in the circle, or in the ideal dream?

Friday, March 11, 2011

virgin post

Hello there. :)

Can't believe i finally started a blog after.. decades? lol! i always felt it's reali tedious to create one (which is true to a certain extent. tried changing e blogskin but to no avail. -.-) hence i jus refused to start one. hmm.. after much coaxing from friends, finally decided to create my own { tiny shed }

I guess this would be a more private and enclosed space as compared to facebook, and i hope it'd b an avenue for us to learn from each others' life experiences. wanted to name my blog 'my tiny world' but decided shed would signify a place for rest n rejuvenation. <3

Mentoring at Evergreen Bees, 9Mar 2011 was an enriching experience for me, esp since i'm gonna b a chinese teacher soon! ohmygawd~ haha. gave english tuition to a mentee named David. realised he had much difficulty reading eng words although he understood wad i was sayin. sigh. he knew his weakness was recognising long words and tried v hard by reading comprehension passages n qns aloud, w/o me requesting him to. :) Play session allowed me to understand more about this child, who has deep interest in cooking and drawing. i guess everyone is indeed talented in a way or another.

Reflection session for mentors allowed us to share w ea other the various methods we used, probs faced, n even ways to improve the childrens' learning. i raised e issue of children like David needing someone to be beside to prompt n guide e individual esp when it comes to reading texts, underlining each syllable of a word would greatly improve their reading skills. I wish him all e best be it in his academic studies, his burning passion for cooking, or his talent in art. :)

Went shopping for awhile wif Maxie at Orchard Central. ohmy. $96 cufflinks?! haha tt's reali generous of him, as always. :) i simply adored  'the black market' . designs were reali unique thr. guess i do miss e blue singlet afterall :b

Met mum at 313 for dinner~ yummy 肉搓面 frm food republic~ managed to get belt n socks frm taka (vouchers, yay!).

Ohman. my butt hurts aft sitting so long in front of lappy. HAHA!
Till we meet agn. :)

p.s. sigh.. my bracket broke last nite (mus b the crab daddy daobao-ed frm Jumbo at Dempsey). dr Ho only in office tmw morning. :c