渺小的我

To buy a facial cleanser, I had to step into an all-pink and supposedly for-females store today. Although I always feel that it's perfectly fine for a guy to enter such shops or even use female products, I was still feeling uneasy lol. Aish~ 原来我心里还是很在意别人的眼光。任凭颜色与该店的信念而扼杀了自己的选择权。me no like. :(

Oh wells, but eventually went in still and got freebies (samples, tissue paper with SHINee, membership card). haha. 鼓起了勇气，于是最后得到了所要的。hehe. :)

The "cube, ladder, horse, flower, storm" test:

Conceal emotions; Under-reliance; Love gone; Good health; Low self-esteem.
hmm.. 还挺准的！

freebies~

from $39.90 to $25 :b

Beautiful Love.

Just finished watching a movie. Sat on the floor, in front of the lappy, simply marveling at the beauty of the movie. As the moments jump at different points of the timeline, one can somehow anticipate or rather, hope their lives intertwine for the better. The ups and downs seem almost necessary for their love to blossom. Perhaps, the downs were what strengthened the love between them, maybe even signaled to them the need for each other; it laid the foundation for good things to happen. <3

Dex & Emma

荒谬 / 合理？

第一次参加一个追悼会。
更确切地说，是一个“某宗教”类型的追悼会。

他说道：“我们今天来这儿不是要哀悼、落泪，而是团聚在一起庆祝。说完几段经典名句后，我们会唱几首歌，然后才享用美食。”可能是我抱着太多的偏见，但我一直觉得这些人只是在以亲人的死亡来试图传教。与甲女士初次见面，她竟然在握手时说：“欢迎你来到我们的 x 追悼会。”我心里在想：喂，小姐。到底现在是什么情况啊？这可是我亲人的家耶，不是你的地盘！mygosh.

唔，当然我相信这宗教确实安抚了他的心，也给予他足够的力量与勇气过着“没有她”的日子。那个人所说的“庆祝”，或许只是一种激励人心的话吧，并无任何讽刺性的意思。据他所言，她只是在沉睡，已经归到某神的身旁了。他甚至望着天花板说她已经在天堂过着美好生活了。哈，有时真的无法相信这种事，但有时却又希望真的是这样。毕竟，我们都是期望好的事情发生在我们亲人的身上，不管是还活着或已往生。

没想到这么快就一周年了。时间的流逝似乎没能减少他心里的痛失感。每当提起姑婆或关于她的事，他脸上总是显露痛彻心扉的表情。

眉头深锁、双眼紧闭、嘴角下垂、呼吸急促。

我能做的也只是慰问、紧握他的手、真诚地给他一个拥抱……