Solutions?

It's always like this, happy start but sad ending. Without knowing what hit me, everything seems to crumble like a tower of cards when it meets the wind.

Stepping into my nest, i only saw a single soul, with the papers in his hands n the screen emitting rays of gloom. I tried to strike a conversation but all i got were monosyllabic replies. I hoped for food but only packet noodles n refigerated pieces of eggplant n chicken awaited me.

I'm missing out their lives. Did i even bother to ask them? Congratulate them for their new nest? I'm extricating myself out of my circle of friends. Should i get married nxt time, who do i invite? Who would come? Forever alone indeed. Good job, 冰山公子..

Now i lay in bed feeling all stuffy n angsty. Don't know what to think, that's all. I don't zone out. I just do not know what to say, for words can only harm ppl that i treasure. I'd rather stay silent. Not to spite u or anything in case u're wondering.

Sleep well kaito, u've an exam in 3 days time. Jiayou.
Health is wealth.

好累啊！

exams are approaching, day after tomorrow chi lit! omg.

先苦后甜, sth i believe in. hope i can live up to this phrase. haa.

press on kaito!

just tahan for another wk.

more "tests" to come in july.

到时候，得靠自己了。

加油！

种西瓜

种西瓜呀种西瓜，

撒下种子，
担心它会不会长大。

发芽以后，
只觉得它真可爱。

成熟之后，
希望它永远多汁多味。

忽略了它，
再也种不出以前的大西瓜。

那么一次，
造成终生的损害。

伤。