Start / End

After happily completing my last paper (duno why but i just had this sick enjoyment when doing my last paper lol), it was the start of the jam-packed holiday! People start asking u out like u're a celebrity. U'd even have to mark down all the impt dates n time in ur calender lest u forget them n incidentally cause someone else's black face. Haha.

当天，特别的成绩也出炉了。有些得到＂五月的花＂，有些拿到＂猪笼＂，而有些遇到＂圣人＂。我呢，只盼望能培养至少30人的潜在才华。不知环境将会是怎样，但昨天与家人看了它的外表，觉得它帅呆了。洁白的皮肤，似乎绽放一种恰似新衣服的香味。它高得威猛，使我立即萧然起敬。希望在那个地方能学到更多宝贵的知识、获得难忘的经验、领悟发人深省的道理。

Besides playing com games, i just simply enjoy the get-together with family n friends. Bonding over food, games or simply just nothing but ourselves make me feel so "lovey-dovey" all over. Last nite's stayover was kinda like a "matured" version of O which i adore. Of course, we were still our crazy selves, but the atmosphere just felt different. It was as though we could have proper conversations w/o any interruptions or whatsoever. Ho seh la. :)

Gong gong was in a gd condition when we visited yesterday. Perhaps, her (lotus flower) call was necessary to serve as a reminder. He could sort of recognise us when we waved n called out to him. Letting out a low grunt n a wave from him was enough. Ma ma then fed him the 鸡脚面 that we bought. Heh, think he could recognise it when ma ma was waving the feet in front of him. I hope i can see more instances of her feeding him. It just feels warm.

X leaving for aus n cn tonite for work. I wish him a safe n pleasant (dun care that it's purely for work lol) trip. To all who are busy working or playing or just lazing around, be safe and sound! ^^

*stupid ring-a-ling, stop asking me to do things during my holiday! Call n call non-stop omg. There are 2 BMs, not just me alone. If escaping to other places can immune her from work, im gonna get an air ticket n fly!

Solutions?

It's always like this, happy start but sad ending. Without knowing what hit me, everything seems to crumble like a tower of cards when it meets the wind.

Stepping into my nest, i only saw a single soul, with the papers in his hands n the screen emitting rays of gloom. I tried to strike a conversation but all i got were monosyllabic replies. I hoped for food but only packet noodles n refigerated pieces of eggplant n chicken awaited me.

I'm missing out their lives. Did i even bother to ask them? Congratulate them for their new nest? I'm extricating myself out of my circle of friends. Should i get married nxt time, who do i invite? Who would come? Forever alone indeed. Good job, 冰山公子..

Now i lay in bed feeling all stuffy n angsty. Don't know what to think, that's all. I don't zone out. I just do not know what to say, for words can only harm ppl that i treasure. I'd rather stay silent. Not to spite u or anything in case u're wondering.

Sleep well kaito, u've an exam in 3 days time. Jiayou.
Health is wealth.

好累啊！

exams are approaching, day after tomorrow chi lit! omg.

先苦后甜, sth i believe in. hope i can live up to this phrase. haa.

press on kaito!

just tahan for another wk.

more "tests" to come in july.

到时候，得靠自己了。

加油！

种西瓜

种西瓜呀种西瓜，

撒下种子，
担心它会不会长大。

发芽以后，
只觉得它真可爱。

成熟之后，
希望它永远多汁多味。

忽略了它，
再也种不出以前的大西瓜。

那么一次，
造成终生的损害。

伤。

superficial me

Quest for flawless complexion

We always say inner beauty is what defines us, but does it really hold true in today's society?
Has it always been just a standard norm which we hope to believe in?

CreateTalents halted my footsteps agn at orchard mrt. I begin to wonder, is it because of my gullible face..
Enough thinking, good night world.

蜘蛛

Yummy korean food from Kim Dae Mun (foodcourt beside Concorde Hotel) for lunch.
Thx for recommending B!

Came back home with some loot after a whole afternoon! :)

jeans

shirt, shorts, socks

Why didn't I have the courage to tell him there was a spider in his hair?
Just stretch my arm halfway and a simple tap on his shoulder would do.

If the spider was in my hair, I'd have wished someone told me.
Thankfully, it crawled up to the bus ceiling.

Sigh. 自卑，跟陌生人讲话，有什么好怕的。以后要更加勇敢！


A&F - overhyped? "hey, how's it going?" omg so americanised.

Recess Week

yay shopping tomorrow weeee~
guilty guilty*
jus bgt 2 tops frm uniqlo 2 wkends ago hehe.

no choice. gotta expand my wardrobe wif classic clothing hahaha.
those that can be worn again n again without me feeling bored!

still nt used to shopping wif B alone lol. although i reali admire his spontaneity. bah, it's just a simple chill "window-shopping" outing. 怕什么尴尬呀 tsktsk.

off to bed! :)


stop procastinating and start completing all assignments!