Wednesday, November 16, 2011

exams

opps i know i shouldn't b here. but, it's been so long since i last visited
my tiny shed.

time really flies. in the blink of an eye, it's already november! argh exam week too. lots of people say how lucky i am because i only have to sit for 2 papers - 15th & 18th Nov. (woots one down, one more to go) what they don't understand is, how difficult it is for me to familiarise myself with studying the nitty-gritty details of the language. what's more, sitting for 2.5 hour chinese papers. hahaha.

hmm, but no time to waste complaining. when life gives u lemons, SQUEEZE them! (o_o) lol. i'm very sure i wont b able to score an A in this sem. 不了解的实在太多了.. must mug hard for next sem!

certain unpleasant experiences happened to some people i know. just want to let them know, i'll always try my best to help in whatever way possible. it is always difficult to say goodbye, but what's most impt is keeping the pleasant memories in one's heart and think about them whenever one feels like. that was an advice which i received from my friend last time. i think it worked for me, over time.

finishing my chilli crab cup noodles. gotta finish it quickly n slp! prepare for friday's paper! sigh gotta apologise toT廖 for turning down her invitation to her house for gathering.. she sounded so sincere and nice..

“你有空吗?星期四有聚会,他们都会来我家。很难得的机会。”

after sending my "rejection sms", (sigh) she replied “没关系,考试重要。只是觉得有点遗憾,因为大家要安排一次聚会还真不容易。但你安心备考吧,考试只有一次。”my heart really sunk..

ah, oh my. getting late! g'nite everyone :)

cant wait for exams to end!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

tired. enough.

how much more can we take?

fourth time already.

she even came over and started a drama. do u noe she labels u with a vulgarity? how dare she insult not only you, but us too. im nt sure if this has gt anythin to do wif her, or issit just ur lack of self-control.

pls, just stop this never-ending story. we're tired physically and even more so, emotionally.
i reali dont know how many more times before they totally give up.

i cant imagine how much pain they're feeling; how much tears have been shed. 

is this worth it?
twenty plus years, all down the drain?

reflect on ur actions when you're sober. it seems no matter how much we say, it just cant get in. i can only hope that u'd gain a realisation someday. if we're not around, what would become of you?

-exhausted

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Thursday, September 8, 2011

whew

wa september le. so long since i last blogged haha. sch life is getting more.. interesting? haha another word for BUSY! ahh. more projs n indiv assignments pouring in. one step a time, tt's wad i always tell loomie. heh. hope i can maintain this approach too, dun stress myself so much! if others can do it, i can too. jus a step at a time :)

whew. went for inter-blk games (IBG); relay. haha kena persuaded by loomie, guess i wanted to try out too. 更何况,兴趣嘛。wow, they're really fast n strong (bcos they jus dun seem tired, can run at constant FAST spd woosh). ran 3 rounds arnd nie triangle. hoho runnin arnd campus at 2300hrs. 7th. out of hw many guys? hm nt v sure. but i guess it was 1.89km in 7mins? nt gd enuf apparently argh.

o wells, at least i tried my best n ran like MAD at the las lap hehe. as i was feeling giddy aft tt, he bgt chic burger frm mac for me yay. 还请我吃呢。感动 :) i guess 礼尚往来真的会让双方都感到开心。(treated him to $7+ pandan mooncake day before. wa, hall 骗钱啊!2 mooncakes $15.. -.-)

"angel-mortal" reali allowed me to c the character of peeps too. i expected better, furthermore u were a pageant contestant. tsktsk, turnoff. ur insides were bad, so what if u look like a bright shiny apple?

y: "did u receive my gift?"
t: "erm, ya. walao u're a lousy angel leh."
y: "huh? why?"
(turns arnd n look for a fellow male pageant contestant to sit with)
y: *appalled by her behaviour* rolls eyes. haha no la.

i feel sad for you, you superficial creature.
on the other hand, my mortal was brilliant haha. so warm n friendly! well, at least she's appreciative of the gift i got her. thx for the nice hand-made frame :) reali love it. all e best for ur post in jcrc!

good nite world! oh, my back's gonna ache like crazy tmw haha!

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

i'm still surviving

haha as the post says, yay! :D

1) uh oh, proj n sch work starting to pile up.
2) lecturers speaking in an "alien" language. gotta work work work harder!
3) the "loner" issue. again.

xy: what?! u nvr mix w ur mates? u only gt 1 fren thr ah? wa u die liao la. loner!
yy: -.-     *inside - :'(

to the extent tt he asked his fren to find me to "make friends" w me. n guess wad she said?

"hi. i heard u v loner ah. u only got 1 friend? take down my no. , can call me go lunch w u."

what the.. seriously. i felt both embarassed n angry. u may nt noe wad ur words did, but yes. i'm tellin u, you. hurt. me. 
jus bcos i nvr mix w the "cool, enthu" bunch, means i gt no frens..? o pls, i've e right to choose MY grp of frens. thank you.

o wells, anw y a post so late u may wonder. hehe. some "com bonding" wif my loomie. xD
super comical, we kept sayin to ea other, "wa cannot sia, cannot always lidat!" hahaha. (he alr *plonk* on e bed half-hr ago haha)

had a nice "Freshmen Welcome Dinner" though. chatted w OG clique, joined a few cultural and sports ccas (omg siao liao lol). looking forward to tmw's Hall Supper! :D~

good nite world!

there's nth here :b

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

开学咯!

eeks one wk of freshmen orientation camps (FOC) is over. no more muddy games, fright nights (omg), playing in the sun, food hunts, "mingle" cheers, "mojo" cheers, 洗牛奶 and "polar bear" (haha i'm reali innocent! :b) games.

time to put on my thinking cap, equip myself wif pens n lots of paper! haha.

yest was 1st day of lessons. 公民与道德教育 lecture. 讲师非常幽默、有趣。偶尔还会把英语掺杂在言语中哈。

hmm jus sidetrack abit.. aft observing so many peeps, lots of negativity form up in my mind. (or am i a pessimist? lol)

"bootlicking?"
“真的有必要做到这样吗?”
"yea yea, jus ignore the ok-looking peeps, b a despo guy/gal n target the "good-looking" peeps."
"wow, a min u're friendly, the next u're ignorin others."

sigh. i wonder if im thinking too much.

luckily, i've my own friendly clique too :) so who cares abt these peeps eh? haha.

so what if i'm "nua"? at least i noe i'm a helpful n friendly guy. sth tt'd nvr chg. :)

Sunday, July 31, 2011

捏

一个星期正式结束了。

知道我并不是孤军作战,感到非常欣慰。住在宿舍,人地生疏;希望我能够尽快适应。我想下星期渐渐认识更多新朋友,就不会有这种感觉了吧。

对,一定要对自己说:“我可以!” 哈.. 与其想那么多,不如做得更多。

嘿,我们还认识了丹麦和韩国的朋友呢。或许是同病相怜?哈哈 :b

ICT 功课,终于做完。啊,我的恶梦。*faints*

-明天会更好-  我每天都得这样想!