2nd day has passed.
i don't know why but i feel like my eyelids r always threatening to close. haha. issit the 545am wakey routine? the endless meetings and 审卷? pressure from other colleagues? (some r warm n friendly, some jus couldn't care less maybe thinking : '真是麻烦为什么需要带着这位新人？' but still smile.) 是真诚的笑吗？那你眼神为什么那么怪？i seriously dun understand some of u esp when u use phrases unheard of. at least by me.
我到底适合吗？i reali dun wana ruin their futures wif my mediocre standard. :c i reali hav a HUGE gap to cover up, let alone surpassing or advancing. even talking with u guys becomes a 'test' for myself. am i using the right words? o no, i cant find a suitable phrase. ah somebody help.
on the other hand, managed to learn ALOT from the tagging alongs. haha. even brgt them wif another T n parent to a shopping centre's library this morning! crossing roads, the unexpected downpour, rushing them like a sheperd gathers its sheeps hehe. 审卷 has given me an overview of the whole exam paper format for 1s,2s,3s,4s. ok no chance to view 5 n 6s yet.
alright. gotta stop filling my pensieve le. if nt it's gonna overflow hahaha. o wells, at least thr're many nice things which manage to overshadow the cons ba. :) politics, criticisms, wadeva. i'm coming~ haha!
woah gotta slpy slp. the routine.. heh. 晚安！
*bringing a 尤今 bk tmw. must fill gap haha.
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